Better then a Dream

Isn't it usually the way in life that things never live up to your expectations? You dream about that perfect vacation, or plan that perfect meal, and then, while its all so wonderful and you enjoy, its never quite what you hoped it would be..

Well that has all come to an end for me. My Life is now and forever better then I could have ever dreamed it. I laid in bed this morning, remembering how I spent 2004 hoping and dreaming about a life with K and what it would be like. Then I looked at the facts and its 2006 and everything is better and more wonderful then I could have imagined.

Yesterday was the perfect Valentines Day even if I am fighting a bit of a cold and we both had to work. (see? perfect isn't always what you think it should be) I put in for a sick day today so that made last night even more relaxing. When we got home we exchanged cards and K had gotten me the awesome little gift of my favorite undies from Victoria's Secret and sleep pants with hearts all over them. 8-) I had only a card for her but that is because my gift is Tickets to see Momix http://www.momix.com/ at the Tennessee Theatre tonight. I know how much she enjoys dance. So last night's fun was dinner at our favorite resturant instead. Then there was a little candlelight 'cuddling' at home and watching our favorite TV show; House M.D. This morning we got to "wake each other up" in the best way possible since there was no rush for me to get out the door.

Anyway, after K left for work it hit me. My life is soooooo wonderful and I am happier then I ever thought I could be. Everything in our day to day lives is better then the best because we have each other to share it with. It doesnt have to be major event filled days either, just being together is what it is all about....

I am truly blessed.

Its that "time"

Warning! Notice the date of this post.. somewhere around 28 days since my last 'down' post. Take it for what it is... Hormones smeared across the page.

I'm not even sure why I am blogging. I have a headace the size of Vesuvius about to blow and I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep. Instead I need to run the kitchen by myself today, since my kitchen staff is in flux due to one cook breaking her hip, and the other cook, her husband, having to be with her, and not wanting to work my new part timer to death... I want to cook, I love to cook, just not today.. *sigh

I cant even bring myself to write it all, its soo stupid.. Why am I stupid? I am trying so hard to be everything by Baby wants me to be and then I blow it.

Typing is making me nauseated, best just leave this be....

Look for a better post on a better day...

What Kind of Soul am I?

***You Are a Peacemaker Soul***
You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.
While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.
Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/


This was a fun quiz and I have to admit pretty accurate, though on a few questions I could have gone either way on my answers. What will be cool is for my partner to take the quiz and answer the way She sees me. 8-)

Edited to add that she did take the test both for herself and for me and I answered the quiz the way I saw her and we came up with this...

ME -
You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the timeYou have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficultYou are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

Her -
You Are a Prophet Soul
You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

Now what is interesting is we both agree that the outcomes we did for each other suit us more then the ones we did for ourselves and that if you notice... Our results show us most compatible with each other. Just goes to show that line from a Robert Burns poem is sooo true..

"O wad some Power the giftie gie us, To see oursels as ithers see us!"

Translation...hehe Oh what power God would give us, to see ourselves as others see us.

Definate food for thought!