Its that "time"
Warning! Notice the date of this post.. somewhere around 28 days since my last 'down' post. Take it for what it is... Hormones smeared across the page.
I'm not even sure why I am blogging. I have a headace the size of Vesuvius about to blow and I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep. Instead I need to run the kitchen by myself today, since my kitchen staff is in flux due to one cook breaking her hip, and the other cook, her husband, having to be with her, and not wanting to work my new part timer to death... I want to cook, I love to cook, just not today.. *sigh
I cant even bring myself to write it all, its soo stupid.. Why am I stupid? I am trying so hard to be everything by Baby wants me to be and then I blow it.
Typing is making me nauseated, best just leave this be....
Look for a better post on a better day...
posted by Ting's Tang @ 2/10/2006
3 Comments:
Well, you certainly aren't stupid! I think you are being too hard on yourself. I have people say that to me all the time. But, I think sometimes we put too much pressure on ourselves. We think that we need to meet some pinnacle of greatness to be what we feel we should be for someone. But, quite often that someone simply loves you for you. And, you are already being you.
A vent is necessary ever so often. So, vent away! :)
Hugs!
Offering you chocolate... from the end of a very long stick. LOL, feel better soon! ~ Nony
Thanks both of you and ROFL Nony!
Sometimes I do just need to vent and I am doing much better now. Fortunately the hormone burst is short and 48 hours later its safe to come near me again.. Hehehe
*HUGS
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