A wrong Assumption
This post is among other things to clear up a wrong assumption made by someone who replied to my last post. This made me think that others may also be thinking the same thing and its far from the truth.. So let me clarify-
I am Not Unhappy. Far from it, I am happier and more content then I have ever been or ever could be in my life. My last post was voicing my frustration with myself, and the difficulty I am having at times dealing with K's children. It doesn't mean I am not happy with my life or with them. As another commenter pointed out, they are just being kids and even blended heterosexual couples face this issue at some point if there are kids involved. Kids are kids. I was just disappointed in myself that it does bother me, since I had assumed that it would be easy, since I do enjoy being around children.
But this just goes to show that everyone can make a wrong assumption, even Me LOL
The other thing about my last post is that it occurred at the 'low point' in my cycle and the time of the month I call the "dreaded days" since I go hormonally off the wall, and everything is wrong, and is magnified 1000 times. K and I have joked about locking me in a closet for 48 hours till the feeling passes each month. Hehe So from now on, if you notice 28 days between crazy posts, just be forewarned when you read it. *wink
K and I have since had several good long talks about all of this and things are fine. She is totally awesome about giving ALL of us what we need and she knows that I would Never put her in a position of having to put me before the girls. Our relationship is much more rock solid then that. We are soulmates. Its just that we are also women hehe and hormones rule our lives..and for me being perimenopausal..... well.... those who are of similar age can sympathize...
SO for now, I am back to normal (whatever normal is) and I am happy, happy, happy.... with Everything!
posted by Ting's Tang @ 1/24/2006
2 Comments:
Since you've been in TN with K, you seem very blessed in spirit. You know, it is your blog. And, if you are having a down day, that's your business. I like reading your posts. I don't expect you to be a bundle of joy all the time. But, it isn't about what I expect. This is your place. I'm a visitor. I will show you respect in your place and let you be you. That's what I like so much about you as a person is that you are true. And, you don't try and show a side that isn't real. Your trueness is a grand thing. Keep writing. I'll keep reading. And, I'll cherish all you have to say whether it is a good day or bad. Here's wishing you all the good days and giving hugs when those good days turn gray.
Hugs!
*stomping feet and shouting, where's the poetry? Oops, sorry, my I lost it there. LOL :)
Thanks Rj! I have been thinking about poetry myself, but as I always said, I don't write it, it writes itself. And I guess lately it hasnt been in the mood. Hehehe
Experts though do say that stress hampers the imagination (seems like a "duh" to me) and with the move and all, I'm just starting to finally have time to relax again so maybe the Muse will come out and play soon. *grin
*hugs
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