What do I need?
I have been thinking about this alot since K asked me yesterday if she filled my needs. She does in every way 8-) What do I need though? I know most of all I need physical touch. Whether its because I didnt get it as a child or its just something deep inside of me. When K touches me it is like being placed in a deep pool of warm water. Every part of me relaxes no matter what may be going on in my life or my head. The feelings of love that spring forth are immeasurable. Its so beyond the erotic turn on that so many feel is what Love is about. Its an emotional connection like we are one person and all my hopes and fears can travel over the connection and I am taken care of forever.Thats why I think it has gotten SOO hard for me to not be "out" as a couple in so many situations. When we walk the dog along the river and we dont hold hands its like suddenly being put in a sealed glass box. People see the pain but can not help and Im slowly suffocating. I never thought that the touch of another person could mean so much..What else do I need? I think the only other thing is to be needed. I have said that all my life in all areas. Feeling like I am part of things and serve a purpose is what drives me. With K and the girls its sooo important to me to feel like I am part of the family and included in plans and solutions..Beyond that my needs are simple...
Knowing that I have what I need to take care of My Sweet Lady...as far as food, shelter and the day to day things go.. things all of us need.......
1 Comments:
Ya know Caly, I was/ am the same way. I have never been a touchy-feely person. Not with my family and certainly not with my ex. I still get the heebie-jeebies from (hugs) via the internet. I find it uncomfortable. But something about when Lise touches me, just a light stroke on the arm, makes my whole being just relax.....its a wonderful feeling.
Sooz
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